♥ singing

Because Of You

Artist: Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Dikarenakan guru seni musik disekolah ngasi tugas praktek nyanyi lagu bebas, aku mulai bergalau mau nyanyi lagu apaan. Mikir mikir dan terus mikir sampe aku mikir pas nggak disuruh praktek nyanyi banyak banget lagu-lagu di otak aku eh pas lagi butuh malah mampet nih otak -___-

And finally when my handphone played this song, I said to myself 'oh, this song. hem, maybe this song had a little 'rintangan'. this song is not hard for me and this song is not easy too. so I decided to sing this song.' lalulah berlanjut hari-hari menghafal lagunya yang bikin pusing trus latian nyanyi pake lagu karaokeannya sampe ke nav buat latian :))

Tadi di sekolah dimulai praktek nyanyinya, 40 menit doang pelajarannya dan nomor absen aku 9 jadi aku mikirnya aku pasti hari ini nampil dan ternyata tidaaakkkk *jrengjreng*. Percuma deh aku grogi, aku cemas, aku galau tadi kalau tau gitu mah kegalauanku aku simpan buat minggu depan hahaha *lebay*

So, singkat aja. Doain pas hari H-nya suara aku lagi bagus, aku lagi bermood happy dan berjalan lancar nyanyianku tanpa suara melengking kena cekek atau suara ngos-ngosan karna lagunya kepanjangan yaaaa ahaha

sekian dan terimakasih babaaayyyy! :D